.life within a nutshell. =)

long way.

2009-08-14T03:45:00.000-07:00

so it's been a long time since i've blogged.
don't have much time for it anyway.
the pmr's coming nearer
and i've got my theory exam this holiday.

A LOT has happened since the last time i blogged and now.

and some people have told me things.
verbally, of course.
and yeah.
app, some ppl stay after school to BADMOUTH ppl.
i wonder whoo.

naww. i'm not gonna say.
you know yourself.

siapa makan cili, rasa pedas.

It's all about the choices you make.

2009-07-31T02:58:00.000-07:00

Okay. So I seriously HATE
SORETHROATS.

they are a pain in the neck.
it's not only annoying, but also painful.

2009-07-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

I've not updated for eons.

So here's a teeny weeny bitsy update.

i'm soo lazy to blog.

ch-yeah.

anyways,

i've finished my second term exams

and yeah.

i guess i'm a lil satisfied with the results

nothing more.

and i got a new phone (:

that's it.

bye.

life's a mystery.

2009-06-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

yeah. go. leave. take a step. fly away.

and.

don't turn around anymore.

have you ever heard the phrase
' i can't. i'm busy'
when that person isn't?

have you ever heard the phrase
' i'm sorry. i don't have time'
when that person isn't?

have you ever heard the phrase
'i can't make it'
when that person can?

have you ever heard the phrase
'i don't know how to do'
when that person is Albert Einstein's descendant?

yes. yes. yes and yes.

well, that's cause they are all
EXCUSES.

excuses cause they don't wanna do something
excuses cause they don't feel like it
but
don't you think the truth is far better at times?

naww. i'm not angry :D

it's just been on my mind for a very long time.

I think another problem people have is they are always searching for that high, and they don't realize they can get that same high with that same person again.
Christina Applegate

it's not me, it's you.

2009-06-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

i wanna walk away
from the world
just for today
bleh
well
my world at the most
i'm feel so tired.
the first week of school is really tiring.
with the teachers going through our homework with us
and then their pressure

pfft.

and thennn..
i've still other stuff
stuff that i shouldn't have known in the first place
stuff anyone shouldn't have told me
cause now
it's a bugging me no end.

nawww.
it isn't anyone's fault.
i wanted to listen, after all.

oh well
won't bother
it's your decision.
just don't regret itt (:

*i'm not talking about anyone in particular so.. don't flaunt that ego so high yet*

the quote down there.
is oh-so-true.

`Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like.
Will Smith

Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2009-06-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

i am soo tired.
bleh.

have you ever felt like you care for someone/ppl but then
in the end you get nth in return?
not that you want sth
but at least that person might just be a lil grateful?
well
yeah.
i feel like that.
and that's the reason for my moods that are in the dumps
currently.

bleh.

2009-06-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

i guess retail therapy really does work.
i went to FOS (the shop Hannah thinks is cheapskate and Tania thinks it's lodgian -.-) and brought home a tee and 2 pairs of shorts.
and then i went to get an ice cream
feel a little better I guess.
i'm still feeling low.
noo.
i don't have a self esteem problem

and i'll repeat.

i am NOT emo.

i am NOT like that cause of a guy.
I'm not lidat cause of guys, okay.. it's stupid -.-

just a feeling.

2009-06-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

don't ask me why.
cause i don't know why either.
i've just been feeling down.
sad.
not depressed.
and it's not over a guy.
it's just a feeling.
that i ~~hope~~ shall get over.
i'm so tired of everything.
i want out.
i wanna care for ppl, but at least, be GRATEFUL.
but ahhh.. what's the use of saying all this?
like the singaporean movie i watched.

SUAN LA SUAN LA.
In plain English, forget it.
nothing's gonna happen.
pfft.

and NO, i'm not being EMO.

Kris Allen - No Boundaries

2009-06-08T06:31:00.000-07:00

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG (:

Recipe for a day of fun (:

2009-06-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

This is VERRYY random.

I just got bored and kaboom.
This idea popped into my head (:
ngehehe.

This is MY recipe for a day of funn at Lundu (:
it's pretty simple
all you need...

2 dollops of smiles
3 gallons of laughter
1 sprinkle of going to the toilet together, pass midnight
1/2 teaspoon of screams
4 bottles of gossiping
2 cups of hugs
1 table spoon of sandfly bites D:
2 bags of staying up all night
and..

gazillion of friends like these :

TANIAAA (:
She is a yr younger than me, but she is taller than me
and she is just so fun to be with.

LETI AND STEPHH
they are just crazy and super fun

CRYSTAL
the queeen (;

IVANNAAAA
the oh so fun girl (:

NARMIT KO KO
he's such a great photographerr (:

CORDELIA
who taught us the mafia game

PAULUS
who made the superb bbq dinner

ALEX
the organiserr (:

TIM AND DARREN
the ones who got scared of our little fren, kiko (i think. or was it kiki?)

WILSON
the one who stayed up with the girls to chit chat (;

STEPH! -err. couldn't find a pic of her. so had to take the one with crystal inside-
the really smart doctor AND mafiaaa!

BENNN
really helpful and nice and bleh (everything in a great guy?)

JASON
who followed my car (:

MARKK
the one who got darker

NICKK
fun guy who won't sit at the back xD

GRACE
who missed out on all the gossip D:

GLORIA
the one who always kena kill first on mafia

focus of the pic : YEW KING
who has a super blemishless face.

TIMMM
my brother xD

DAD
great pics (:

MUM
great fooddd (:

GROUP PHOTO (:

we WILL and SHALL go back again <3

PHOTO CREDITS : Kester Tay, my dad and Narmit ko ko (:

Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.

2009-05-29T00:27:00.000-07:00

Homg. Tonight's the rehearsal for tmr
I'm a nervous wreck D:
i'm scared i trip over the wires or sth
gahhh.

it's been fun going to practice
minus my very sore fingers
and headaches (:

hope it works outttt (:
heh.
i'm playing 2nd violin with Sze May, Nathalie, Zong Bao and Jia Yuen.
i'm nervous. haha.
scared sth happens
ergh.

we're playing the highlights from the sound of music, my favourite things and try to remember.
haha.
best of luck (:

let it rain and let us smile.

A single event can awaken within us a stranger totally unknown to us. To live is to be slowly born.

2009-05-02T01:17:00.001-07:00

why does it feel like i don't even know you anymore?

i feel

so

B L A H.

A single event can awaken within us a stranger totally unknown to us. To live is to be slowly born.

2009-05-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

why does it feel like i don't even know you anymore?

i feel

so

B L A H.

Vivian, ily <3

2009-04-26T01:26:00.001-07:00

It's gonna be vivian's birthday tmr!

and since i won't be able to come online due to the fact that it's a school day,
i'll do it today.
vivian,
thanks for being there for me
and being crazy
and lame
haha
remember our OC five??
O.. C.. FIVE!
:]
how lame is that?
it's your special tmr, just 3 days after your very special day
and i just want you to know that i love youuu :)
God bless youuu as you grow older and wrinklier. :D
and may our friendship delve deeper.
27.04.1994

vivian, the prasan-est person ever, you're the best.

we ♥ you :]

Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up.

2009-04-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

Today's the day that we went to Salvation Army Children's Home at Kenny Hill.
It was awesome.
Some of the children still remember us.
After like, 7 months?
It's really touching :)
I got to be the OC *wide smile*
it was really really fun.
the kids weren't as rowdy as last year.
:]
i hope we can go againn. D:

Promises are like babies: easy to make, hard to deliver.

2009-04-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

i detest it when ppl make promises and break them.

i mean like, you make a promise, you keep to it.

YOU DON'T BREAK IT.

is it that nice to break promises?

it isn't FUN for the VICTIM, thank you very much.

When we are tired, we are attacked by ideas we conquered long ago

2009-04-17T08:14:00.000-07:00

i am tired. tired. tired. tired.
and i had a weird dream last night.
weird weird weird.

2009-04-11T03:10:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS PICTURE.
cause it describes how I feel about the book.
yay.

There is no such thing as failure. There are only results.

2009-04-11T02:46:00.000-07:00

it's saturday.
and i'm super bored.
i wanna go outtt! D:
we were supposed to go out tmr..
cause i thought hannah won't have any bm tuiton.
but unfortunately, *censored tuiton* doesn't believe in Easter.
agh.
i think if i stare at the computer screen again,
i'm gonna go BLIND.
= =
i DETEST it the most when i'm bored.

Fun is about as good a habit as there is.

2009-04-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

i went out with kim to watch movie just now :)

(we invited cindy but she couldn't make it D:)

i got to her house at 6.30pm, i think.

then we waited for her dad to come home.

we watched the nanny while waiting for him to have his dinner.

i <3>

fran rocks! :D

we got there far too early.

we wanted to watch 'knowing'

so... we bought the tickets.
(RM9 per person)

there were 'no good seats left' according to kim.

cause we had to sit at row D?

which is at the front.

haha.

i didn't mind.

cause i'm short so i don't really have to lean back and watch

only giraffe had to.

hah.

*smug smile*

we waited while watching trailers.

and avoiding ppl who we didn't know.
:D

at around 8

kim and her mom wanted to go to the toilet

and we wentt

i met fel's mom on the way into the toilets.

and her too, and her brother and her sis. they were gonna watch the chinese Jackie Chan movie

after of which we went to buy the snacks

and went in :)

the movie was quite scary though.

it was like judgement day. :S

but in the end it wasn't really scary.

you should watch it.

WITH AN ADULT.

CAUSE YOU MAY PENGSAN IF YOU HAVE A FAINT HEART. :)

though there isn't any scary 'scary' parts.

heh.

nights.

Live and work but do not forget to play, to have fun in life and really enjoy it.

2009-04-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

grawrrrr.
i'm gonna watch movie tonight!
yay!
for the first time in like ages.

I'm gonna watch with Kim. and her mom.
ahaha.
we're gonna watch KNOWING.

dad said melissa told him that the ending is scary.
eek.
i'm scared now.
honestly i am.

tata for now.

Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life

2009-04-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

i wanna make a dedication to ALL my beloved friends.
thanks for being there through thick and thin
i've been wanting to do this a long time liao.
just that.
didn't get to do so
and now that i'm bored.
i shall
*kim's singing next to me*

heh.

first off...
i shall do my church ppl. :D
heh.

HANNAH THE BANANANANANA
this is for you.
<3 i've known you since i was 2
and you were 1 you were the baldest person i've ever met.
hahaha.
when you were young i meant we met at auntie's house
and we're still in the same church anyways.
ily to bits.
and thanks for being there for 13 years of my life.
*hugs*

STEPH THE GLAMOUROUS
this is for you too
she's great at cheering ppl outt
and she's well - known by all of us here for her 'holiness'
and she's a very cincai person.
and she's nice.
and the queen of sleep
she's my neighbor and she goes to my church too
and her brother is my childhood friend.
*hugs*

LETI THE SWEETHEART
I LOVE YOU.
but you've gotta stop popping alll my bubbles even before they're being blown.
ugh.
and you're a really great.. SOOTHER?

*hugs*

YING HUI THE GILA
YOU ARE MY LOVE.
you cheer me up with really stupid stuff like..
gorilla - steph
queen of ants - leti
haha
and i'm the bimbo
=X
i love you.

now..
school.

KIMBERLY THE LAMO.
i love love love love love you kim.
cause you're so lame.
with all your high 5s again.
super funny lah
thanks for cheering me up all the time.
<3

CINDY THE APPLE
you are so so so so so siao.
all the fun times we had will always be engraved in my heart
i love you to bits
i still remember you fell asleep during geo.
that was hilarious.

ATIKAH THE GILA GILA GILA
you're the best sms buddy.
never failing to cheer me up
always there with your witty sense of humour.
thanks.
love ya.

that's it.
i love you guys.
if i forgot you.
lemme know.
i add you.

If you are given an open-book exam, you will forget your book.

2009-04-09T03:52:00.000-07:00

finally. finally. the exams are over.

*relieved smile*

one day seemed like a week.

and i couldn't wait for the 'five' weeks to be over. :)

and now that it's all over?

WHEW. :D

but i'm bored.

i hope i'll do weellll. D:

I'll leave it to God.

I've done my best.

I'll trust in God.

<33

i love shoes.

2009-03-15T23:34:00.000-07:00

Steve Madden

$89.95

Man. nice.

I love.

Steve Madden

$79.95

They look awesome.

Steve Madden

$94.95

ZOMG. i want.

tata. :D

ps. you know what to get me for my birthday ;P

it's a sweet life.

2009-03-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

*i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss*

that's from enchanted.

the show.

it's so sweet.

heh.

lallaals

had workshop this morning :D

was supposed to go out with kim and cin to go spring

but don't feel like it.

lols.

still a lot of things i'm thinking about.

and the weather's definitely NO help.

haihs.

anywayysss..

i'm not going for the free drum lesson tomorrow. :(

sad right.

no transport, no lesson.

so ISHH!

xxx.

i miss you guys!

2009-03-14T20:51:00.000-07:00

man. i miss my babes!
leti
hannah
steph
pao pao.
:D

though we've been meeting like, every week, I MISS THEM.
gosh.
we only spend like, what?
a couple of hours with them?
i really hope this hol can go out with them leh..
but there's nowhere to go
and everyone's busy.
gah.

and.
i'm breaking hannah and leti's perjanjian!
hahaha.
there's this really sweet guy.
i'm not gonna say all lah.
eesh.

oh yahh.
there's free drum lessons on tues at IMH from 10-12
I WANNA GO!
hope my mom allows :D

I WANNA GO OUT WITH THEM!
:D

we maybe going jogging. everyday. every evening!
and lose those flabs!
*sam cham bak!*
wakakakas.
yay!

xxx.

broken strings - james morrison ft. nelly furtado

2009-03-14T20:42:00.000-07:00

i love this song.
a lot.
it's so nice.
and meaningful.
it's the holidays.
and i needa study.
agh.
the song keeps running through my head.
it reminds me a lot.
of the past.
oh wells.

xxx.

baptism :)

2009-03-13T20:16:00.000-07:00

I was baptised last night. :D at 9.30pm, if i'm right.

i got baptised at my church [ily] with seven others.

steph

claire

timothy

darren

jason

timotheus

mark [yeap! he did it :D]

we all had to do our testimonials first.

which was pretty funny. haha.

mine was almost alike steph's,

being born into a christian family,

parents are leaders of the church.

hahah.

so yeah..

then we went downstairs to get baptised.

it was so scary.

everyone was surrounding us and stuff.

hahah.

steph went in first and came out looking like a dude ;P

then it was me.

then claire.

then timothy.

then darren.

then mark.

then timotheus.

then jason.

the water was FREEZING. and the room was air conditioned again.

i was like shivering when i went out.

it was cool.

i would do it again if i could.

Tribute.

2009-03-11T04:53:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna get baptised this friday!
i'm pretty nervous and i haven't even gotten my testimonial yet!
ahh.. haha..
Steph and Timothy and Darren and my brother's gonna baptise too. :D
I'm not sure about Mark though.
heh.
Well. Baptising means turning over a brand new LEAF :D
means becoming a good girl liao. ;P

I want to dedicate this other section to a very old friend.
haha.
erm. i don't think i'm gonna mention names. haha.
well, you read and you think it's you then okay.. haha.
but don't be TOO prasan. :D
it's only for one person.
and one person ONLY.

well, I've known this person since i was like, 4?
hah. i met this person in kindy :) cute right?
{i was really cute then =P}
anyways, so altogether now, it's been 11 years :D
so long liao lo.
there's been ups and downs and fun times like CAMP PERMAI.
that rocked. :D
and downs which i don't think anyone should know. HAH.
personal ;)
anyways, thanks to this SPECIAL, SPECIAL person :D
you rock. a lot. haha.
it's been nice knowing you.
bahaha.
and when you're gone.
remember me :D
i'll remember you. haha.
blahhs.
thanks for everything!
hope you'll get to read this.
that you might come over this. :D
*cross fingers*
and,
ilyvm.

oh wells.
time to go.

supercalifragelisticexpealidocious!

lately ):

2009-03-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

School's been tiring lately.
I'm so drained.
I feel like a wilted flower. ==
And this whole drama isn't helping either.
Must everything be my fault?
I didn't teach you anything.
You learnt it yourself.
So don't blame it on me saying I thought you.
You don't know how much it hurts.
That's what you want, don't you?
Then, so be it.

Slumdog Millionare

2009-02-28T07:23:00.000-08:00

I watched Slumdog Millionare last night. It is SUPER nice. The girl's hot. The guy okay okay lah. haha. it's a really bittersweet story and it's really really nice. i can't get enough of it. Really. You should watch it. =)

the poster

the lead actress, Frieda Pinto and lead actor, Dev Patel.

Really great movie ;)

Cheers.

Tagged by Cordelia =)

2009-02-21T22:37:00.000-08:00

The Rules: Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.

Post the first definition it gives you.

Then your own comment below.

Tag 5 people.

1.Your name?

Jaomi

'It isn't defined yet'.

2. Age?

15

Any girl under eighteen who lies about her age. Closley related to the term jailbait but more devious.

3. One of your friends?

Hannah

fun, always happy, lifts people spirits, and always spread da love.

4. Favourite colour?

Rainbow

Several different colors (flavors) of cough medicine mixed in a cup enabling you to get your drank on. (See "Rainbow Colors" by Three 6 Mafia ft. Lil Flip)

5. Birthplace?

Kuching

It's like a page long. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Kuching check it out.

6.Month of your birthday

September

A wonderful month when the air smells sweet and the weather is perfect for the girls where to tight little sweaters that show off their curves.

7. Last person you talked to?

Kimberly

The definition of amazing.

8. One of your nicknames?

Mia

She is a crazy girl. Makes jokes most people do not understand. She is veryyyy pretty and has nice eyes. You will be stunned when you meet a Mia.

Tag five people:

Samuel B

Cynthia

Yeo Wen

Cindy

Chung Han

.FINISH.MY.KERJA.KURSUS.

2009-02-20T08:26:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy that I already finish my kerja kursus. Well Sejarah nia. but still! Wow. Haha.. Took me like,FOREVER. I started at 8.46pm and finished at 12.22am. Oh my gosh la. 4 hours just to finish it. Well, got a bit. fine. a lot of chatting with cyn, my cousin, viv, bla bla blah, but still so long. so tired now liao. Whee~~ made a new blog with cyn they all. The specs girls! XD lame, whatever. haha. anywayyss... jloh's leaving tomorrow! NO! =( so sad lah. regret lots of things now.. anyways, all the best to you jloh! =) gonna miss your foochow-ness in church A LOT!

2009-02-14T01:06:00.000-08:00

I got tagged. By Cynthia =)

001. Real name: Jaomi
002. Nicknames: Ami / Mia
003. Married: Nope
004. Zodiac sign: Virgo
005. Male or female: Female
006. Age: 15 in 7 months
007. High school: Lodge
008. College: SOON!!
009. Residence: Somewhere over that cloud =)
010. Hair color: Black
011. Long or short hair: Long and curly =D
012. Smoke: WHAT?! No.
013. Drink: NO WAY.
014. Available: Not for you to know XD
015. Are you a health freak: well.. a little? hehe.
016. Weight : not overweight. not underweight either =)
017. Do you have a crush?: Yeah.
018. Do you like yourself: Of course.
019. Piercings: Waiting to pierce my ears. haha.
020. Tattoos: Don't like them
021. Righty or lefty: Proud to be a RIGHT =D hehe

FIRST:
022. First surgery: Hope I'll never do one.
023: First piercing: Not yet. BUT hope it's pretty soon =)
024. First best friend/s: HANNAH CHONG!!!
025. First award: Best English in Kindy. hahahahaha.
026. First memory: Erm.. can't remember. hehe.
027. First pet: DOG!!
028. First vacation: United States of America
029. First concert: Kindy Concert
030. First crush: my cousin. haha. didn't know he was until later years

LAST:
031. Last time you went out: TODAY.
032. Last time you had a good time: tonight
033. Last time you cried: I'm not sure. haha.
034. Last award: Azam Petronas competition
035. Last trip abroad: Sabah
036. Last concert: Planetshakers, last night
037. Last album you bought: Kelly Clarkson
038. Last song you played: Thinking of You by Katy Perry
039. Last phone call: My dad
040. Last laugh: with my friends =D

PICK ONE:
041. Summer or winter: summer
042. Rainy or sunny: sunny
043. Britney or Christina: christina
044. TV or YouTube: TV
045. Oprah or Tyra: Oprah.
046. McD’s or KFC: McD! I'm lovin' it.
047. Soccer or tennis: Tennis
048. New York or San Francisco: New York! =D

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: NOTHING.
050. Drinking : water. haha
051. Wearing: Shorts, Shirt
052. Im about to: go to church
053. Listening to: the fan? haha.

FAVORITES :
054. Food: chocs!
055. Drinks: Milo?
056. Colors: Black, White, Baby Blue, Lime Green, Pink, Light Purple.
057. Numbers: 7

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids: Lots!
059. Want to get married: Of course ;)
060. Life: happy. =)
061. Goals: 7As.
062. Where will you live: somewhere nice =)
063. Buy a house: should be.
064. Buy a car: of courseee =)

YOUR PARENTS :
066. Love your mom?: Gazillions
067. Love your dad?: Gazillions too =)
068. Are they still together?: yeahs. =D

WHICH IS BETTER?:
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes. You can see a lot in them.
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs. They're cuddly =)
070. Shorter or Taller: tall!
071. Lean or plump: Lean
072. Romantic or spontaneous: both =)
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: haha.. both?
074. Sensitive or loud: moderate
075. Hook-ups or relationships: relationships

HAVE YOU EVER :
076. Bungee-jumped: would love to!
077. Shook hands with someone important: Hmmm.. I'm not sure. Heh.
078. Kissed a stranger: no?!
079. Drank bubbles: can't recall.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: never. haha.
081. Ran away from home: no.
082. Liked someone younger: nope.
083. Older: of course.
084. Broken someone’s heart: i dont think so.
085. Been arrested: no way!
086. Turned someone down: i think so.. hehe.
087. Cried when someone died: yeaps.
088. Liked a friend: haha. yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Depends on the situation.
090. Miracles: they do exist. so yeah. =D
091. Love at first sight: Definitely
092. Heaven: yeap.
093. Santa Claus: When i was young.
094. Sex on the first date: i prefer abstinence.
095. the more you hate, the more you love: Absence makes the heart fonder.
096. Angels: yeah!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with you right now?: yes..
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: no?
099. Do you believe in God?: Yes.
100. Will you tag 10 people to continue this game: I'll tag everyone here. ;)

I shall Tag :
EVERYONE HERE! =D

.i.miss.him.so.dearly.muchh.

2009-02-05T04:36:00.000-08:00

Tired.smitten.lols.lurveee.valentine's day.haha. =) smile.

I.miss.you.I.love.you.I.miss.you.I.love.you.I.miss.you. Lols. I'm so tired. So much Kerja Kursus and it's draining me down like crazy. =( Agh! Can't wait for the holidays next month.. But that's bad.. as it's one month closer to the PMR. Ohmygosh. =( It's so nerve-breaking lah. haih. like how Cikgu Danny will say . . . . . . . SAD LORH. Lols.

I found this really sweet poem on the internet..

If I hugged you,

would you never let go?

If I kissed you,

would you cherish that moment?

If I reached for your hand,

would you take mine gently?

If I needed a shoulder,

would you let me cry on yours?

If I needed to talk,

would you really listen?

If I needed to scream,

would you do it with me?

If I needed to go,

would you come with me?

If I fell for you,

would you catch me?

or just let me hit the pavement?

I'll always love you, forever and a day.<>

.dedicated.to.yeowen.

2009-01-31T06:59:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to YEO WEN.

I'm sorry for spamming you on ACCIDENT. It was an accident. Really, it was. Sorry =(

SORRY.

I don't think I need to explain why. You should know. =(

boredom.is.not.bliss.

2009-01-31T02:08:00.000-08:00

I'm BORED!!! Gosh. Haha.. Though i'm not looking forward to go back to school either. It isn't the same as last year.. I miss 2C 08. Haih.

.tee.hee.

2009-01-31T01:31:00.000-08:00

.TWILIGHT.

2009-01-30T02:34:00.000-08:00

I think this is something everyone should read and know about their well-loved book, TWILIGHT.

Twilight’s Blood-Soaked Romance by Melanie M. Cogdill
In the dappled sunlight in the clearing of a meadow on the edge of a forest, 16-year-old Bella Swan’s heart races as GQ-model-handsome Edward Cullen draws near to her. Edward, in love with Bella, musters every ounce of self-control not to kill her. Killing’s his first instinct—because he’s a vampire. This scene, a vivid dream of author Stephenie Meyer, sparked her imagination to write Twilight, the first book of a bestselling young-adult series.

The PhenomenonFrom that original dream, Stephenie, a 30-something housewife and mom of three young boys, has birthed a four-novel series that has sent teen girls and women of every age swooning over the star-crossed love story of Bella and Edward. In fact, a movie based on the series, starring Kristen Stewart (Into the Wild) as Bella Swan and Robert Pattinson (two of the “Harry Potter” movies) as Edward Cullen, opens Nov. 21.
The series has certainly appealed to a wide audience, but just because everyone’s reading it, should you? Despite the series’ surface appeal as a romance, it communicates many messages that are contrary to the Christian faith, and that’s not something you should be filling your mind with.

Truth and Relationships
God created us as relational beings, and girls in particular are created to be relational (Genesis 2-3). We tend to focus on relationships, but sometimes we make an idol out of them or fantasize over our desire for a relationship with that “perfect” guy. No guy can ever live up to the way Stephenie portrays Edward. He’s the fantasy creation of a woman writer.
Bella’s obsession with Edward is wrong. She’s even willing to become a vampire herself so she can “live” forever with Edward. But how can a human ever be yoked to or be in a serious relationship with a vampire? And what’s dangerous about Stephenie’s series is that the reader, too, enters into Bella’s obsession with Edward.
If we believe in God and believe the Bible guides how we live our lives, then we know our highest priority is our love for God and our relationship with Him. God should be the driving force of our lives and not a guy, no matter how attentive, respectful, cool and loving he appears to be. The “Twilight” books don’t communicate God’s truth about relationships.
The “Twilight” series also teaches unbiblical attitudes toward authority. Bella doesn’t respect her parents. She loves them, but they come across as clueless and out of touch with what’s going on in her life. Edward sneaks into Bella’s room every night to sleep next to her, and Bella lies to her dad about it.

Talking About God
Every part of culture (books, movies, music, art and fashion) communicates the belief of the writer, musician, designer or director. The “Twilight” series is no different. It conveys specific beliefs about God. Statements about God and salvation are peppered throughout the story in a subtle way. But are they biblical?
Good and evil in Twilight. Edward and his family are supposedly a different kind of vampire. The Cullens think killing humans is wrong. Even though they thirst for human blood, they abstain and instead hunt bears and large game for their blood. Stephenie’s story communicates that even though Edward is technically an evil being—he is, after all, a vampire—he tries to be good by not killing humans for food. But can an evil being ever be “good”? If he repents and reforms his ways—Beauty and the Beast, anyone?—yes, but the vampires in this series do not. They remain vampires.

Good and evil in the Bible.
The Bible teaches the opposite of what “Twilight” does about goodness and salvation. Human beings are sinners. We cannot know God apart from faith in Christ’s death on the cross for our sins. Romans 3:22-24 states, “This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.”
Many people believe that when they die, God will allow them into heaven because they tried to live a good life and do good deeds. That is basically what the vampires of this series do; they believe that by doing “good” deeds (e.g., not killing humans), they can be saved.
But the Bible clearly teaches no one can be redeemed by good deeds. It’s only through faith in Christ that we can enter heaven and into the presence of the God. Yes, the “Twilight” story is only fiction. It’s not the Bible, but Christian readers need to be on guard to discern if spiritual statements in books, films or music match the truth of God’s Word.

An Entry to the Occult
The final book in the series, Breaking Dawn, makes a hard turn from romance into horror and the occult. Bella and Edward get married and have sex.
In one extended, very disturbing scene, Bella dies and is transformed into a vampire. She gives birth to a half-human, half-vampire baby, which tears its way out of her belly with torrents of blood.

What Do You Believe?
It’s easy to think it’s no big deal to see the latest hip movie or read the books everyone else is reading and not pay attention to what those media are saying.
We’re to love God with every fiber of our beings, and that includes loving Him with our minds (Matthew 22:36-38). We need to think about what fills our minds. Does it reflect biblical truth? The “Twilight” series does not. Just because the culture loves these books does not mean you should. As Scripture tells us, “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will” (Romans 12:2).

This article appeared in Brio magazine in December 2008. Copyright © 2008 Melanie M. Cogdill. All rights reserved. International copyright secured.

Think TWICE about the book now. =) God bless.

.last.night.

2009-01-30T00:15:00.000-08:00

LAST NIGHT WAS TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE, VEGETABLE.

I feel like crying and screaming and shouting my lungs out. =)

I'm SAD. SAD. SAD.

You get the message now, I think. You should. Really. =D

I THINK IT'S RATHER WEIRD TO LIE TO SOMEONE, WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES, DON'T YOU THINK? =D

Remember. I've got the proof.

This isn't anyone's fault. Smile.

.back.in.action. =)

2009-01-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

I'm blogging again! I hope this one doesn't fail me. Hahaha. I wanna thank my HANNAH and LETI for helping me in this blog last night. =) And to YEO WEN for persuading me to blog again when i really wanted to give up, =D Thanks, you guys. Hehe.

I seem to be obssessed with colors lately.

COLOURS

ahahas. awkward..

Signing off for now,

Jaomi <3